Seize it!

Well, it's not everyday that you get opportunities which maybe look like that they are golden ones. Seize them or let them go? You may say that you lack the resources needed or you may say that you don't have the energy. Either way you just passed it for non of the reasons above but because you lack trust and self believe.

We go around saying what if I did it, what if I took or what if I took the risk!! Well what ifs never take you anywhere but atleast in the future try seizing them. What well happen if you don't? Don't you want to think back and say I did it! Don't you want to sit around people and say I made it here? I bet you are searching for opportunities to make your self feel proud.. Believe in youre self and charge.

I try my best to seize whatever opportunities I get. But I did let go a lot of good ones. I do want to go back in time and take them but in the end I know that I can't and I should think ahead.

Word of advice, keep your eyes open and focus on what you believe is yours. Never feel down when life tries to knock you out and you should be fine.

Just another guy

I have so much going on at the moment that I can't think straight. People see fake smiles and normal conversations while deep inside it's just horror and nightmares, dark night with heavy blue rain. Yet am still smiling.

I remember the days when I was good at comforting people, make them feel good and try to make them believe that everything is alright, well I can't now. It's just too hard.

I keep on searching for that one bright light that will turn my life around and everytime I think I found it it's gone. Am a romantic guy by nature, I still believe in black and white love stories, I still believe that more than 80% of the world population are good while the remaining 20% had it bad and they are trying to change. I still want to believe that close people don't lie.

I have so much issues, but the most important one right now is trust issues, I tried my best to over come it but I couldn't, tried trusting people again but I couldn't. I feel everybody is lying about something, but the most troubling is when I feel that they are lying about how they feel.

I know life is not that complicated and we just make it the way it is, but what can I say, am tired and need the rest.

Welcome post

I have decided to return back to the blog world, after the whole smart phone revolution, apps like google blogger exists and makes it easier to blog any given time.

I'll try to change and I think I have matured enough and have a lot of things I can share with the world, some maybe unhelpful to others but hopefully amazing to others..

Anyways it's just the first post so let's see.